Late yesterday afternoon my angel Mother slipped quietly out of this life and back into the loving arms of our Heavenly Father. While she had been battling cancer, at the time of her death, she was cancer-free. Everything was very normal with her even in the early morning hours when my Dad was helping her. But suddenly things changed. My Dad rushed her to the hospital and she was given hours to live. Her bowels had died and there was no where for the toxins to go. They simply overwhelmed her body. There was nothing anyone on this earth could do, and our Father in Heaven had decided that he needed her to come home. Surrounded by our family, she slipped back into his arms. While her death was a sudden shock to each of us, her pain had gone on for years now. What a blessing it is that she can be free from her broken body and now let her spirit soar.
As she was passing through the veil, I said a quiet prayer that someone would be there to greet her and lead her back to the Savior. My mind flooded with the image of a little boy rushing up to greet his Grandma, hug her, and pull her by the hand.
I am sure that in the tender mercies of the Lord that my angel Mother and our soon to be born son will get to spend the next couple of days together before his time on earth comes. I hope that she gives him her love and compassion for others. I hope that she gives him her sweet natured spirit and goodness. I hope she teaches him how to quietly serve others as she did, and I hope that she instills in him the importance, and her love for the Gospel the same way that she has to all of us. Lastly, I hope that she teaches him love. The last thing to quit working on her mortal frame was her heart. That big heart that beat so hard for each one of us for so many years. That heart that viewed all of Heavenly Father’s children equally. That heart that poured out so much love, yet still constantly over-flowed.
I miss my Mom so much already, and it will not be the same without her. However, I know that she is with our Heavenly Father now and spending some time with her Grandson as he prepares for this mortal life. This makes me so grateful for the tender mercies of the Lord, grateful for the plan of salvation, and the knowledge that we can all be together again.
Love you Mom!